one day at a time

today i have a list of things i don't want to do- to do.
i have to pick up my accident report.
talk to my insurance people,
make a decision on my car, (its my decision)
oh i have to go pick up pottery.
during this time i have to keep a three year old happy,
and then make sure i pick up his sister after all this.
then go down the street and baby sit another kid.
i have kids all day.
i have stuff to do.
i need a nap and an adult.

Sry i havent written...

I was in a car accident the other night, labor day.
it was very very scary and crazy. i missed a stop sign, ran across a 4 lane, into crocodile dun dee land, and after getting thru that up to a bank parking lot. no one sees how i did it, and i don't either. it was screaming, and it was very crazy. thats the word: crazy.
I came out without a scratch, i still don't see how.
my car is damaged, but i gotta work, so i am still driving it.
School is taking up a bunch of my time this week and next week, so i may not write until after i get done and thru with it all. but then i may not have anything to write about since i cant do anything with anyone for a while.

i- had a dream

So last night i had a dream that i was sitting by a fence and Jamie was on the left of me. We were just sitting there, and then this guy who was apparently my boyfriend was coming up, and Jamie starts laying his head in my lap and being all sad but wanting my attention. but when my boyfriend -who ever he was- was almost to us, jam hands me a cigarette and i light it. and then my bf hands me one but then when he relises i have one already, i try to put the one jamie handed he out, i guess so i could take the one my bf was giving me. and then my bf grabbed my hand and was telling me not to put it out, and asked if it was a camel (i dont know why ok) and then he said if it was i shouldnt put it out i should give it to him.
It was a weird dream, for a lot of reasons.
So Ryan and I had coffee and tea yesterday.
I like him, but not in the same way as other people. I dont know how to explain but i crave his company lol.
The problem is that he doesnt have a lot of time, i mean i dont ethier, but at the end of the day we're both wishing we had more time and let it be free.
well gotta get ppl ready for there day...

i wanna write, but its a weird weekend...

so i was playing 20 qustion
the hand held one
where you answer quetions and it tells you what it is ur thinking.
Me and Ryan are a river or an ocean wave.

great weekend ahead.
whoo hoo...
alisalynn

Here's to the night...

This is the song that helped me with the name of this blog. you can also go to my profile and there's a link to it as well. i wanted the music to play when you're on my main blog page, but it's not working.
hope u r the now.or.never.kind too!

today's iced latte

Ryan and i did have coffee today. and it was great to see him.
i've missed him in a different way.
I hated that we had other things todo, i wanted to forget the world and have a moment somewhere with him.
i hope he calls and we make and take some time togther that we can really care about.
i watch dinner and big-small talk.
more tomorow hopfully.

Coffee?

So i have a coffee date today.
He is one of the best ppl in the world to drink coffee with.
and I'm happy i get the chance to see him today.